I went to band camp, it wasn’t too bad haha. I didn’t like waking up at 6am, but i got used to it. It wasn’t that bad after you get used to it. I’ve got 3 pills I take now. Clonidine for my sleeping problems. Zoloft for Anxiety. And i also have Xanax for when I have an anxiety attack, it helps calm me down. They all seem to work pretty well. My sleep is better. I don’t get anxiety very easy now. It’s great. I love it. It helps my life a lot. :D haha. Xanax, I think works but I haven’t had a big anxiety attack lately so I don’t know. We’ll see. I’m pretty sure it does work though. You know what’s weird? My sister takes the same pills, Zoloft & Clonidine. I think we both have the same problem, but I'm not positive. We had meet the team Friday haha. It was pretty fun, just screwing around and stuff. I only played a little, playing Cymbals is gay. We have a parade to go to this coming Friday. The Scio Parade. I’m worried because I can’t really march and hold cymbals for Sean(snare drum). haha but whatever I’ll just do what i can. It isn’t my fault. not tomorrow but the next Monday, School is starting. I’m going to try so hard this year. I HAVE to get good grades. I want to get into a good college and make lots of money. Also, I have to get a job soon or at least a way to make some money by January, because I have to pay for my car and gas money. My mom said she'd pay for insurance which is really nice of her. I’m glad she’s making me pay for my car and stuff actually. I don’t want to be one of those stupid snotty kids that get anything they want. That would be stupid. I didn’t think it would be like that anyways haha. whatever. well, I think that’s all I have to talk about for now.
Sunday, August 16, 2009
Thursday, July 30, 2009
Hello Everyone,
I'm feeling pretty good right now.
I got some medicine to help me sleeping from the doctors.
It helps so much. I've slept 9 hours each night since then.
I also feel great when I wake up, that's probably the best part. I love it.
I have to go back to the doctors in less than a week to either go up a dose, change medicine or get more medicine. I'm not sure which right now. I originally went for anxiety. They said since I haven't been sleeping good, That could have caused my anxiety. Well, I don't know if it's working, I hope it is.
Anyways, I've been pretty good since my last depressing post. haha.
I was supposed to go to a friends house today, but his parents said I couldn't. That was gay.
Today was kinda boring, sadly. I didn't do much.
Walked around outside and such things like that.
I started making a small song in Fruity Loops. haha. I hope i can actually finish it and make it good.
I'm starting band camp Monday. I think it'll be fun. I actually want to go, since I haven't been in school so long. I miss it. I also want to go back to school, pretty badly. I know I'll hate when I get back though haha, but for now I do want to go back.
So, That's my boring life today.
I'm feeling pretty good right now.
I got some medicine to help me sleeping from the doctors.
It helps so much. I've slept 9 hours each night since then.
I also feel great when I wake up, that's probably the best part. I love it.
I have to go back to the doctors in less than a week to either go up a dose, change medicine or get more medicine. I'm not sure which right now. I originally went for anxiety. They said since I haven't been sleeping good, That could have caused my anxiety. Well, I don't know if it's working, I hope it is.
Anyways, I've been pretty good since my last depressing post. haha.
I was supposed to go to a friends house today, but his parents said I couldn't. That was gay.
Today was kinda boring, sadly. I didn't do much.
Walked around outside and such things like that.
I started making a small song in Fruity Loops. haha. I hope i can actually finish it and make it good.
I'm starting band camp Monday. I think it'll be fun. I actually want to go, since I haven't been in school so long. I miss it. I also want to go back to school, pretty badly. I know I'll hate when I get back though haha, but for now I do want to go back.
So, That's my boring life today.
Monday, July 27, 2009
Wrote this on Jul 26.
I'm pretty good. Today wasn't a too bad day. I woke up about 1pm. I know, pretty late, but hey it's summer time. haha. I played outside for about 3 hours with my sister. That was pretty fun. We played with our ducks and worked on the dam we have built in our creek. It's pretty awesome. We jumped on the trampoline for awhile too. That was also pretty fun. I liked it.
My stomach has been bothering me today for some odd reason. It sucks. I hate the feeling it's been giving me. It hurts really bad. Like stomach cramps or something. I don't know. It's feeling better now though. Which is great. I'm glad. It was hurting really bad earlier.
Well, That's about all that happened today.
My stomach has been bothering me today for some odd reason. It sucks. I hate the feeling it's been giving me. It hurts really bad. Like stomach cramps or something. I don't know. It's feeling better now though. Which is great. I'm glad. It was hurting really bad earlier.
Well, That's about all that happened today.
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